Berry Smoothie...
I often write about the bad moods i'm in or the crappy things in life, well after tonight I have been made to put things into perspective...you always need a calming influence in your life...no matter who it is, whether its family, friends, neighbours and even an online friend...sometimes it's best to sound stuff out to people not too close to you, but whom you would like to be closer. I am quite challenging, and some will say yeah all women are....but I'm different in the sense that I can't always control how I feel...I can't always stop myself withdrawing or feeling so blue that I see no light at the end of the tunnel. But people who are calmer in nature can do that for you, I've come to see that 2 people who are erratic will either be good together or bad, I do not fair well with highly erratic people if i see them day in day out. I tend to attract highly strung men...this has to change at some point...and I believe it will and maybe has. I am in a better place in some respects. I'm quite placid in lots of ways, I am not a fighter, I don't like to shout and I tend to be more of a walker. But I decided not to look for things or anaylse life as much..i'm doing ok...I'm laughing actually...because my blog says otherwise 
I've started seeing how naive I am too, after last nights little fracas during my night out, I stepped back from the situation and realised how blind I can be to what antics my friends get up to. I don't want to be like them, and I realise I am not like them. I was told i rock someones world, do you know how uplifting and nice that is? You rock my world too 
I have a funny story to share with you, i have a little shih tzu dog...cute lil thing, I was on the phone to Virgin my broadband provider (as its crap and is always dropping) and as i got through to find out if i'd been cut off...I have to check this, as for some unknown reason, I no longer get paperbills...cool right...yet i get my ebill 4 days AFTER they cut me off...so how do you pay a bill for next month...when u have no idea how much it is? so anyways...i'm chatting to this nice scouser lad, and the next min theres a huge snore coming from between my legs...nope i didn't do a fart...i sit crossed legged all the time...my dog was laying in the middle...she snores so loud she actually beat my ipod on full blast. He thought I had burped, and proceeded to try and ignore it...then the 2nd time she did it louder, which then he in between fits of laughter had to put me on hold...after 3 mins he came back...i said i apologise but my dog was snoring...to which he replied " i thought yad farted lass" I tell you this as my mum is obsessed with farting...and I forgot to fill her in on this today. 
Berry fact 5 I once met The Edge from U2 and called him a rude bastard...as he pushed forward into people in a packed bar in London, without saying excuse me, then expected people to apologise for been in his way.
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