Morning joy!
I hate society and what it's brought me too, maybe I have done this to myself and I'm over thinking it all, but I feel that given half a chance, I'd be a lot more calmer than I am right now. I hate that no matter how hard I try and no matter how many doors I knock on I get told that I need experience....I have plenty of life experience to know what an office is like, fuck I did work experience in one for 3 weeks. How dumb do you need to be to know that you sit at a desk and you sometimes have to file loads of stuff? Oh and maybe turn the computer on...not brain science is it?
I sometimes have dreams and feel like I don't want to wake up, and I get my ass out of bed every morning for one reason, to make my daughters breakfast and lunch sandwiches....If I had no kid, I’d be another dredge in society and probably sleep my life away...I want to better myself, but will anyone listen? NOPE the powers that be have decided to make things 4 times as hard for me, why? Fuck knows, but I believe that I will be a good accountant, and if no one takes me on for a job, I will do all my courses with no work support and get my own business. I can do this, whether this country believes in me or not.
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