Rampaging Berry and the warp speeding stupidity of people
I woke up in a completely good mood, checks my mobile phone, nothing...odd, normally I have nice texts and sometimes dumb ones...the joke ones that you have seen a hundred times, but still make you smile, because you're a bit daft and find certain childish things amusing...maybe thats just me. I got sweet F.A (fuck all) this morning...so I goes to brush the furry mouth..then I hear *ding*...this is my messaging beep...i cannot stand stupid tones, they piss me off, I like it to just ring and beep...the stupid ass shit people use is enough for me to think tosser...anyways back on subject! It's my ex, now usually we exchange a, can I pick the daughter up text, which i say yes or no..I'm pretty chilled and let him see her whenever, because I'm not some bitch. Well today was different, and the reason being is this, I found out some stuff this weekend, and let's just say I'm not pleased.
I trust no one completely, I never let people fully into who I am, I never let them know more than they need to, because in all honesty people are wankers, they use information when needed to throw in your face...I started to trust my friend of 2 years lately, only to find out she gave my ex her number. Now you might think I'm been jealous, but they aren't fucking (not that i'm aware of) But he texts her to get me to go out, I found this out when she was telling me last night about something, and I said oh yeah Carl wants me to go out, but told him to keep out my business...only for her to fuck up and say, yeah he text me about it....So i said woah woah woah...he text you? She said yeah but he's only got my number because you left it on that phone...i said how could i have...its your new number, and you've only had it 17 days...I haven't had that phone cunto has got for 6 months...She then started saying some shit and changed the subject. So this weekend I learnt that people are fickle, users, liars and say a lot of shit that frankly is not true. This morning he has text me saying how he never texts my friends etc, you know what I have replied back to him and said?
Absolutly nothing, you want to know why? Because I have kind of lost faith in the people around me, and also whats the point? I don't care that he does that, I cared that she always replied back to him. That for me is the loyalty gone.
So can someone tell me, who the fuck is loyal? Why on this green bastard earth should I ever trust anyone? Simple, I probably won't now, because no matter who, friends or family, people wait to see you either trip up, or pounce on you to fuck you over. Now do you see why I am jaded with life?
Berry Fact 1005 I find Jim Carrey a boring actor, same fucking thing every film. With the exception of number 23...although even then he still reminded me of every other part he has played. My kid adores him, I loathe him..
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