Sniff Sniff
Have no idea what went on this morning, but this car alarm went off from 8 am...and it sounded like a siren..so after 25 mins and me wanting to take a AK47 to the entire street, the guy was peering in the bonnet ripping something out...when he finally had what he was after he looked like some mad scientist...he got the alarm in his hand then put it above his head and said "it's dead" I'm starting to wonder if my neighbours are just nuts or aliens. Sometimes my other neighbours fight...not like fight argue, but physically fight, now you wonder why no one gets involved? Because the one time the police came the woman took the cricket bat and twatted the copper on the head, she normally goes for her Hubby's car...because he loves that more than her and the kids. At times she throws his shit out, but takes him back after 2 days....couples are weird. 
I sometimes am quite the dreamer...as my mum puts it, I escape through written word mostly, but this got me thinking about aspects of my life when I have lived in a dreamworld...like half the time I wasn't connected with reality...it worries me that I have had points in my life where this has happened, and I thought about when this happened, and it was mostly when something hugely life changing was happening. It's like I could never deal with that one thing, so I'd pretend it wasn't a big deal and live in a dreamworld. I decided last year enough was enough and that life is here to be lived, whether it's good or bad, but I will never stop my fantasys...as I like escaping sometimes.
I got some advice about my poems, and I am starting to put a collection together, and seeing if I am good enough...maybe not...but it's nice to try.
I've become jaded with things in my personal life, and I am finding I am bottling a lot up. I can't talk to anyone, because I seem to look bad no matter what i say...even though like most people I need a hug and I am confused. I am clear on a few things, and that is what makes me happy everyday...so it's not all doom and gloom!!
On a more lighter note I rawk at making potato and leek soup...it's the one thing I find I am great at cooking...some people don't like their own food...i'm one of them...even though everyone else loves my cooking. I made little fairy cakes too...yep today I did motherly things...although my daughter left me to do everything while she licked the bowl out! 
Berry Fact #6 I once went out with a guy who took my knickers...i found out he sniffed them often...this alone made me break the relationship off...on top of the fact he was a mummys boy
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